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I recently got a Game Boy cartridge reader. I’ve been playing around with using it to put together full color photos with the Game Boy camera. It’s really finicky, but fun when it comes out well.

When I was kid I absolutely fell in love with the game Endless Ocean for the wii. I really wanted to be a marine biologist or just do something where my job would be to spend tons of time out in the sea and diving.

I still wish I could. I live by the ocean and absolutely love fish and the sea. Getting on a boat and going out until land is super distant or out of sight is an absolutely magical experience. You really feel how big the world is. Maybe one day I can have the fund for scuba gear and do some underwater photography out there, but I doubt it.

Postal service is a bit of a slower option. It takes at most, two years of part time work to get a full time job, but that full time job can afford rent in cheaper areas and you can transfer anywhere in the country with no pay cut.

I close my eyes and do the “four corners”technique or whatever it’s called. inhale for 4 seconds, hold for 4 seconds, exhale for 4 seconds, hold for 4 seconds, repeat. It eventually lowers your heart rate, increases CO2 in the blood and clears your thoughts. It’s much easier to sleep after doing that for like 20 mins.

Maybe. My work ramps up pretty hard during the holiday season. I rarely go during December.

I want to live in NYC so bad. I live pretty close right now and I take a trip there every month or so and I always love it there.

I was in the kiddie psych ward once when I was 12. The place was empty except for me and this girl. She sat next to me and was talking to me and touching me when I was in really a totally awful state.

After I got out of the kiddie psych ward I was mandated to go to therapy every week. In the waiting room of the place was girl who knew my name from me being called in and kept trying to talk to me and touch me meanwhile I was in no mood because those therapy sessions were awful and I dreaded them.

I’m already homeless and I’ve got an okay job. So I either I keep living like I do or things become too expensive and I die.

Mine just says I like analog and vintage photography stuff and lacy and shiny clothes. Neither of which are very shocking.